Thank you for encouragement, but I have to be patient, as it is my first bike and I would like enjoy it for long time.
Here is one "lost" road, with almost no traffic, where I can catch handling without stessing me, or the others when I am at problem. I can just hope for long and nice fall to have more time to ride.
Ride to work, where is terrible traffic I do plan at spring. Till that time I will be satisfied with bit more friendly village drivers.